July 24, 2010
speaking of which, trust me, there is no insurance company with a plan ample enough to match all the external, internal and fringe benefits of SELF AWARENESS & SELF KNOWLEDGE applied to the challenge of having a chronic or critical illness come tapping at your door and begin consuming your life's energy
it's not like one day i woke up 'sick to death'
it was a PROCESS that unfolded over time and choked-up my life, spiraling through phases of realization that ranged from little taps on the shoulder that i hardly noticed and easily ignored, to the latest version of DISCOMFORT that i managed to brush off because, "hey, man, i'm BUSY!"
later down the line, it would come up again as a dull roar
and soon, that episode merged into a great deal of DIScomfort - "this isn't good!"
eventually blowing up into a bonified "pain in the butt" with symptoms that started tripping-me-up and making me have to pay attention
all the way to becoming SICK enough to be forced to HALT, having to address the situation and say goodbye to "normal life"
...and on
and on from there
ALWAYS, PAIN being the focus!
long, long story short, the syndrome eventually brought me to a state of being deathy ill
and this happened over and over again in my life UNTIL I LEARNED to pull on- board for myself YOGIC TOOLS and EVERYTHING ELSE I DID to lift myself out of the pain syndrome that the relapsing and rare, auto-immune disease i am challenged by (Relapsying Polychondritis) threw at me
in retrospect, there was always a MESSAGE, the message BEHIND the illness, in the space of my discomfort and pain
paying attention to those messages proved to be the undoing of the cycle, and i sit here recovered and ready to serve a mission that arose out of the drama of it all
i will continue to blog, and soon i will be making MP3 recordings that you can listen to free of cost
it is my intention to create a vast and far-reaching LIBRARY OF TEACHINGS featuring YOGIC TOOLS for RECOVERY from CHRONIC and CRITICAL ILLNESS
i believe i can help you because i have been blessed to actually pass through the fires and into, not only quite a remarkable and GOOD STABLE state of HEALTH (considering all the damage on my plate), but also, I have claimed my birthright to HAPPINESS and fulfillment in this life
BOOKMARK MY WEBPAGE!!!!! - i am a work in progress worth following
right now, i am working with a producer who is making a DOCUMENTARY OF MY LIFE
after the filming is complete, i will create regular entries in my blog and give you the opportunity to hear me speak about all those topics i mention on myHOME PAGE
and LOTS, LOTS MORE
my story is TRUE and i am here for the good of all concerned
i welcome you with open arms; use my experience and tools for your better life
humbly
guruatma
ps take care of your SELF