july 24, 2010
speaking of
which, trust me, there is no insurance company with a plan ample enough to
match all the external, internal and fringe benefits of SELF AWARENESS &
SELF KNOWLEDGE applied to the challenge of having a chronic or critical illness
come tapping at your door and begin consuming your life's energy
it's not like
one day i woke up 'sick to death'
it was a
PROCESS that unfolded over time and choked-up my life, spiraling through phases
of realization that ranged from little taps on the shoulder that i hardly
noticed and easily ignored, to the latest version of DISCOMFORT that i managed
to brush off because, "hey, man, i'm BUSY!"
later down the line, it
would come up again as a dull roar
and soon, that
episode merged into a great deal of DIScomfort - "this isn't good!"
eventually blowing
up into a bonified "pain in the butt" with symptoms that started
tripping-me-up and making me have to pay attention
all the way to
becoming SICK enough to be forced to HALT, having to address the situation and say goodbye to "normal life"
...and on
and on from
there
ALWAYS, PAIN being the focus!
long, long
story short, the syndrome eventually brought me to a state of being deathy ill
and this
happened over and over again in my life UNTIL I LEARNED to pull on- board for
myself YOGIC TOOLS and EVERYTHING ELSE I DID to lift myself out of the pain syndrome that the relapsing and rare, auto-immune
disease i am challenged by
(Relapsying Polychondritis) threw at me
in retrospect, there was always a MESSAGE, the message BEHIND the illness, in the space of my discomfort and pain
paying attention to those messages proved to be the undoing of the cycle, and i sit here recovered and ready to serve a mission that arose out of the drama of it all
i will
continue to blog, and soon i will be making MP3 recordings that you can listen
to free of cost
it is my
intention to create a vast and far-reaching LIBRARY OF
TEACHINGS featuring YOGIC TOOLS for RECOVERY from CHRONIC and CRITICAL ILLNESS
i believe i
can help you because i have been blessed to actually pass through the
fires and into, not only quite a remarkable and GOOD STABLE state of HEALTH (considering all the damage on my plate), but
also, I have claimed my birthright to HAPPINESS and fulfillment in this
life
BOOKMARK MY
WEBPAGE!!!!! - i am a
work in progress worth following
right now, i am working with a producer who is making a DOCUMENTARY OF MY LIFE
after the filming is complete, i will create regular entries in my blog and give you the opportunity to hear me speak about all those topics i mention on my HOME PAGE
my story is
TRUE and i am here for the good of all concerned
i welcome you
with open arms; use my experience and tools for your better life
humbly
guruatma
ps take
care of your SELF